I never know what to do if this secret gets out, would it hurt me, will our friendship be ruined? Will he ignore me whenever I say something? I always wanted him. He was the one for me. His smile, personality, smartness, and of course eyes… But I have to choose between these two guys, which one is the best for me?? I am too young and desperate to think about this, i’ll just let this go… But idk if I can… Maybe in the future
